Sunrise sunrise

I rather be happy doing nothing than be miserable working...

AHH i want my tatttooooo
Just been going through my old photos when i was a kid, man life was so carefree.
damn adulthood, damn university.




BRING IT ON!!!!!!


*grrr*

love happens when you least expect it (:

i have met the a p r e t t y amzing guy.
sadly he was a good friends ex.
we never knew we would click soooo damn much.
feel the same way
finishing each others sentences
liking the same foods
same majors and degree
same guess for daily keno numbers.
can things be so perfect?

why does things have to get so complicated

):
why cant we just be together and not have to worry about the slightest doubt.

good food, good mood

new style with what i'm eating,
3 meals a day, no skipping meals - dont need dem high sugar, high fat snacks hurrahh
protein and fibre based meals! low carb and low g.i - dont need those snacks!
HURRAH, lasting way way way longer.
so damn happy.
coffee? not too much, dont need it HURRRRAHHH

i'm on my way to a good body again.
silly head strong girl fonti. lol

yikes, body signals bouncing off every wall and i still dont know

how blind can i be?
im allllways tired.
im always in that cruddy low rutty mood.
i'm always looking for food.
wtf, i am streesed.
yes i am.
i have admitted it.
damn it.

okay
deeep breathes, longgg inhale, big exhales.
i can do this.
step by step.
this and that.
bit by bit i can do this. yes i can.
rather take this worry and turn it into something productive.


yeaaahh

quench my thirst- of hunger

my god, why am i always eating.
i swear i wont stop
and its always guilty food, chocolates, pasteries, :P (actually not :P....:( )
what do i doooo
its counteracting all the fuking gyming, its so fucking pointless.
ooo im craving my chocolate.

SOMEONE SAVE ME.

soulmates?

well we are on the same page (me and him that is)
stay as close as we are now, and we the chance arises, we go for it.
is that too much of a risk?
am i 'holding' out for a chance that just wont come around?
i dunno.
what i know is that i was sooooo happy to have met someone that just miraculously 'clicks' with you.
he is a Pisces you know. crabs and fish both live in the sea. i dunno
i'm reading too much into this.

what bad weather for a noob to go learn how to surf

although i must add that i cant wait to have seasalt in my hair again!!
man the water is going to be cold ):

The love of my life?

what?
ok this may sound crazzzyyy but since i was kid i planned to get married to a firefighter, yea i was one of those stupid kids who had imaginary weddings with her toys, (come on we were kids)
and recently ive decided to add to my 'criteria': tattoos and motorbikes.
haha
and what do u expect? on my 6 day trip in fiji, i meet him!!!
and he has a bonus!! HE DIVES!!!!!

sadly hes from seatle :(
thats over 10,000 kms away.
but HOW COINCIDENT is this!!!

ahhh

unfortunate incident,

poor lil sky couldnt stay at simons, so my last option was matt...

yikes.

Spring Break

weee, i love spring break.
sadly i've been waking up around 7:30 anyways - pathetic sleep in :o/
been hitting the gym, spin, step, pump and cardio nice nice nice
preparing myself for good ole fiji week 2!!!!

haha so not keen for tests and exams when i get back tho ):

fingerscrossed ill be fine!

Im officially certified :)

weee i am an padi open water diver!!!

and i doinng my silver D.E.A, just have to do my tramps and then im off to gold!!

joined the surf lifesaving club too, that should be underway!!

and i am reading the road code...:(

haha

its been a month and a bit

wow, uni - man its only been a month and 7 days since ive been at uni.
it feels like ages, it feels like a term (high school terms)
and now i have my first uni mid semester break :)
and off to fiji we go for 6 days, weeeeheee.
and fonti has passed her divers exam, weeeeheee
and she has complete 2 tests, and passed 20% above average for geo.
not too sure with chem.
man.
i think ive grown. like mentally, all the shit thats happened, things are finally turning around.
speaking of growing, sky has not doubled her weight since she came home with me.
she is not weighing a whopping 5kgs. amazing.
hahaha

what else is new? uh...i am studying for my learners. (embarrasing enough)
im working to my goal of losing like 5 kgs :P
(fuck fuck fuck)
mmm.

oh i'm also back on isotane, and it made me react like helllllll with it. puffy, red, itchy, ew.
now im okay.
anyyyyy whoo, i gtg and do my 2 math assignments.

PS: My geo lectureer is soo damn dreamy hahahaha

El valiente

Corage no es la aunsencia del meido, sino es el juicio de que mas imporante que el miedo.
El valiente no vive para siempre, pero el precavado simplement no vive

AUUC

oooo the AUckland university underwater club, hahaha. anything with the word clubat the end is so 'nerdy' :P
but i am officially a memeber :):) and i'm geting my divers liescne sooon!
lol....embarasingly enough, i still dont have my DRIVERS liesnce....
WEEEEEEE mid sem break soon!!!!

weeeheeee

gym, surf and chem - life is good

No Title

i dunno what has happened, i guess im just getting a grip and moving on.
i've finally decided that i am going to take all 4 papers, and not be a wuss and drop chem.
sure it mite be a little hard but hey, i'm not guna fail badly, i am a nerd you know...

and i've also decided to sign myself to the gym with conrad, weee.
not going to let a stupid hormone pill ruin me too.
haha
i can't believe i made such a fuss over everything becoz of a teeeny tiny pill. my god i have to sort out my priorities.

and yay, this sad sad winter is coming to an end soon, surf is up.

and OMGGGG THE DIVING CLUB.
am i sexcited or what???

after i finshed reading dean koontz, i will MAKE myself read the road code.
f*king bitch
lol


ahhhhh im so buzzed.

labcoats and sunshine (:

titrations, buffers and pipettes.
partners, calculators and me


are tight

xx

its different.

rolemodels

who needsthem when you have people like, augie farks and paul rudd

Ye shepard's thistle

My mission this weekend, bloody whistle

Tom Hanks

is a hunk, back in the day in "BIG"

Alice in the Wonderland

ohhh!! my favourite story as a child, have the book, have the cartoon,
and now, a film!!!! and JOHNNY DEPPPPP is MAD HATTER.
my god i excited.

first willy wonker,
now coming up...the RIDDDLER
but mad hattter!!!! its exurberant!!!!


*jumps for joy*

Sky & Me

She learned how to sit today, baby girl is alllll grown up.

ANCHORMAN 2???

Altho i must say, Steve Carell and and Will Farrell are the epitome of awesome,
the 2nd movie...sucks.

The U-turn

things are improving, met few friends, classes r good. yay!

Uni is overrated

ew.

The common garden pest

I miss you like I had never before.

Dog form chaos

Someone save us-

Please?

uni prep

4 Lecture Notebooks
All compulsory books
Pen


My god university is vague.
Is it crazy that i don't want to go?

butterflies in my tummy

Thou shall get an odd number of tattoos

yeah boy

TV 3 8:30

I love ROVE

'deputy' grandparents

i've been in new zealand since i was 7ish and for these 11 years i've been here - i've had 'deputy' grandparents (its what they call themselves)
they are lovely, they were neighbors from our old house back in the day.
audrey and clive would always remember to come to my dance shows, would always drop by every xmas eve with nicely wrapped gifts and send me a birthday card with $20 on the 13 of july
and like any kid, i would have to (willingly) call and express my gratitude.

we had lunch together today, its amazing how they look the same as they were when i was 7.
clive is turning 88, audrey..well i donno shes always been secretive with her age.


man, where did 11 years go?

mum, dad

-i really really miss you
winters too long, i havent spent decent long hours at our bench.
dads song came on the radio the other night, it was so weird i automatically started humming.

love,


your daughter

burden off the shoulders

(: i was encouraged by many facebookers and bebo-goers to make join them however i was not too convinced to get sucked into social networking again. and blogger sounds way cooler than the other ones anyway.

im not too sure how this works, i supose i just type whatever the hell i want, do ppl get to read this?
oh wait there are private settings.

umm what do i write....
what did i do today. okay off to ivans house to get some help with picking uni classes, my god the systems a maze. but in the end i have landed with 4 papers for this semester and another 4 for next year - on my way to the free lancing marine biologist, dive shop owning, under the sea photographer, doco maker working for discovery or nat. geo. now that SORT OUT UNIVERSITY STUFF gets a tick beside it, its really a burden off the load

kudos for kate.

prob my highlight for today.

lowlight,
being able to say "i have a solicitor" is pretty cool but overall its a thumbs down.

ciao.