Sunrise sunrise

I rather be happy doing nothing than be miserable working...

AHH i want my tatttooooo
Just been going through my old photos when i was a kid, man life was so carefree.
damn adulthood, damn university.




BRING IT ON!!!!!!


*grrr*

love happens when you least expect it (:

i have met the a p r e t t y amzing guy.
sadly he was a good friends ex.
we never knew we would click soooo damn much.
feel the same way
finishing each others sentences
liking the same foods
same majors and degree
same guess for daily keno numbers.
can things be so perfect?

why does things have to get so complicated

):
why cant we just be together and not have to worry about the slightest doubt.

good food, good mood

new style with what i'm eating,
3 meals a day, no skipping meals - dont need dem high sugar, high fat snacks hurrahh
protein and fibre based meals! low carb and low g.i - dont need those snacks!
HURRAH, lasting way way way longer.
so damn happy.
coffee? not too much, dont need it HURRRRAHHH

i'm on my way to a good body again.
silly head strong girl fonti. lol

yikes, body signals bouncing off every wall and i still dont know

how blind can i be?
im allllways tired.
im always in that cruddy low rutty mood.
i'm always looking for food.
wtf, i am streesed.
yes i am.
i have admitted it.
damn it.

okay
deeep breathes, longgg inhale, big exhales.
i can do this.
step by step.
this and that.
bit by bit i can do this. yes i can.
rather take this worry and turn it into something productive.


yeaaahh

quench my thirst- of hunger

my god, why am i always eating.
i swear i wont stop
and its always guilty food, chocolates, pasteries, :P (actually not :P....:( )
what do i doooo
its counteracting all the fuking gyming, its so fucking pointless.
ooo im craving my chocolate.

SOMEONE SAVE ME.

soulmates?

well we are on the same page (me and him that is)
stay as close as we are now, and we the chance arises, we go for it.
is that too much of a risk?
am i 'holding' out for a chance that just wont come around?
i dunno.
what i know is that i was sooooo happy to have met someone that just miraculously 'clicks' with you.
he is a Pisces you know. crabs and fish both live in the sea. i dunno
i'm reading too much into this.

what bad weather for a noob to go learn how to surf

although i must add that i cant wait to have seasalt in my hair again!!
man the water is going to be cold ):