yikes, body signals bouncing off every wall and i still dont know

how blind can i be?
im allllways tired.
im always in that cruddy low rutty mood.
i'm always looking for food.
wtf, i am streesed.
yes i am.
i have admitted it.
damn it.

okay
deeep breathes, longgg inhale, big exhales.
i can do this.
step by step.
this and that.
bit by bit i can do this. yes i can.
rather take this worry and turn it into something productive.


yeaaahh

quench my thirst- of hunger

my god, why am i always eating.
i swear i wont stop
and its always guilty food, chocolates, pasteries, :P (actually not :P....:( )
what do i doooo
its counteracting all the fuking gyming, its so fucking pointless.
ooo im craving my chocolate.

SOMEONE SAVE ME.

soulmates?

well we are on the same page (me and him that is)
stay as close as we are now, and we the chance arises, we go for it.
is that too much of a risk?
am i 'holding' out for a chance that just wont come around?
i dunno.
what i know is that i was sooooo happy to have met someone that just miraculously 'clicks' with you.
he is a Pisces you know. crabs and fish both live in the sea. i dunno
i'm reading too much into this.

what bad weather for a noob to go learn how to surf

although i must add that i cant wait to have seasalt in my hair again!!
man the water is going to be cold ):

The love of my life?

what?
ok this may sound crazzzyyy but since i was kid i planned to get married to a firefighter, yea i was one of those stupid kids who had imaginary weddings with her toys, (come on we were kids)
and recently ive decided to add to my 'criteria': tattoos and motorbikes.
haha
and what do u expect? on my 6 day trip in fiji, i meet him!!!
and he has a bonus!! HE DIVES!!!!!

sadly hes from seatle :(
thats over 10,000 kms away.
but HOW COINCIDENT is this!!!

ahhh

unfortunate incident,

poor lil sky couldnt stay at simons, so my last option was matt...

yikes.

Spring Break

weee, i love spring break.
sadly i've been waking up around 7:30 anyways - pathetic sleep in :o/
been hitting the gym, spin, step, pump and cardio nice nice nice
preparing myself for good ole fiji week 2!!!!

haha so not keen for tests and exams when i get back tho ):

fingerscrossed ill be fine!